The nights are haunted by the nightmares of lost love,
Her face still fresh in your mind when you close your eyes,
Turned to curse what once was blessing from ‘above’,
The memories forever yours and pain never dies,
Through thick and thin, sickness and health,
Foolish expectations of a lover’s heart,
In reality of world, honesty and goodness aren’t wealth,
In reality of world, money drives people apart,
But everyone can play the blame game,
The fault wasn’t always in our stars,
Once you used to smile and chant her name,
Now you lay down counting the stars,
Taking a puff of herb, forgetting your worries,
Trying in find yourself in blown smoke,
Rembering the time of appologies and sorries,
Trying to understand the emotions that awoke,
This demon that woke inside of me,
This ghost of painful past, of you,
This monster who took hold of me,
What would become of me and you?
Am I the only one affected,
Or do you suffer the same?
Do you also feel neglected?
I am tired of playing this game,
I wish that I would forget,
All the good and bad,
I wish that I felt no regret,
The happy ending we could have had,
Your experiences made who you are,
But they say everything happens for a reason,
So sing the song and play the guitar,
Lose yourself in the music of changing season,
But time to get it together,
Forget past and look to the future,
Life cannot be lived by if and whether,
Are you ready for a new adventure?
Posted on November 14, 2014, in Life and Experiences, Poetry and tagged blog, demon, demons, hate, life, love, mind, monster, poem, poems, poet, poetry, supernatural. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.