The long alone nights in bed,
Still her memories in head,
Keeping alive what is long gone,
Wondering if I would ever go on,
The bumpy road ahead is waiting,
Time to act is now so stop debating,
I don’t know where the fate is taking,
Pretend to know destiny, keep on faking,
Hating to love her, loving to hate,
Heart is drowning in this limbo state,
It’s messed up ain’t it when curses turn to praise,
Shivering in winter, praying for bright summer days?
Summer days, sun shining, her beautiful smile,
Her brown hair, her green eyes deeper then Nile,
Her fat nose, her pale skin,
Her deformed teeth, her stupid chin,
It comes fast and faster it goes,
She was just one of many hoes,
Time to forget her for tonight,
Adios to memories and sleep tight.
Posted on December 28, 2014, in Life and Experiences, Poetry and tagged alone, beast, beauty, betray, boyfriend, breakup, confusion, escape, fucked up, girlfriend, gone, gone girl, happy, hate, heart, life, lonely, loss, love, Love story, messed up, night, sad, thoughts. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.