Maybe I Do, Maybe I Don’t

Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
Here is the history of life, the mystery of delight,
Born and raised in a middle class family, born to fight,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
The social ladder is hard to climb up, it is no doubt a struggle,
In a world of opportunities for some, contest of wizard and muggle,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
From the humble beginnings, to highest of the high,
The customs, cultures, family values and norms you defy,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
It is a duel between living and existing or surviving,
The purpose is to achieve the living, before I’m dying,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
My heart is ever yearning,
This world is ever turning,
The desire inside ever burning,
Absent mind, heart is governing,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
The thoughts are wack,
Watching over my back,
Grey in world of white and black,
Decision between striving and slack,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
So what is this fictional story,
What is this imaginative glory,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
Ramblings of an addict, in a battle to lose his cause,
Rambling ever on and on, absent praise or applause,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t,
Nowhere left to hide,
No rules to abide,
Absent belief, faith on the side,
Leaving it on God to guide,
To my salvation and decide,
To my fate and bride,
To my companion on this ride,
Coming back to humility from pride,
Saving me from the pit, large and wide,
To soar in the air, fly off and glide,
Maybe I do want to, but maybe I don’t,
I won’t say I do, I won’t say I won’t.

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About dgenxali

I am just a simple guy who loves to write..write about life, love, friends, hobbies, interests, experiences and poems..

Posted on August 1, 2018, in Life and Experiences, Poetry and tagged , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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