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A Curse

A mysterious curse,  a series of unfortunate events, 
My complicated life,  divided in different segments,

Is it a curse or a blessing from above that I see,
The world for it is, not what it pretends to be,

Riding on bus,  journeying through time,
If this is my punishment, what is my crime?

I often think about them,  but not everyone believes,
I wonder if there is a common tree, if we are branches or leaves,

I wonder if some will flower in grace, 
I wonder if others will fall without a trace,

I wonder if we will travel to them,
I wonder if we are connected by a stem,

I wonder if we figure it out,
I wonder what’s it all about,

I still think sometimes about her,
But my fading memory of her is just a blur,

Then I think about the miltiverses beyond any count,
The possibilities of realities of infinite amount,

Who am I Oh Who am I?
A voice? A plea? A cry?

A poet, an observer, a messenger,
Journeying through time and space,  a passenger,

A glorious curse, destiny and fate,
Ready for a new adventure, it’s never too late.

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The Last Goodbye

Your eyes, deep, sexy and green,
You were in the last year of teen,

 

Your voice was music to my ear,
You were far, yet always so near,

 

So started this journey of you and me,
A gamble with fates and our destiny,

 

Many differences were overcome, compromises made,
It seemed like our love would just never fade,

 

The long Skype calls, the pleasure of sleepless night,
The joy, the happiness, the kisses, hugs tight,

 

But retrospectively everything looks nice,
There were many troubles in that paradise,

 

A strong heart but many times you broke it,
I believed the lies when you spoke it,

 

The sleepless nights were often spent crying,
When you didn’t reply me, I kept trying,

 

Like a lost puppy I kept coming back,
And the basic human intelligence you lack,

 

You made me feel miserable at times,
Maybe a twisted joke for your father’s crimes,

 

And the times when you would ignore me,
Broke me inside out, not even restore me,

 

Fighting with you, day and night,
Drenched in darkness without a light,

 

I lie in my poems about a fairy tale,
Being with you was torture but I didn’t bail,

 

That time when I called you and you passed the phone to your cousin,
You stood by laughing when he abused me for no reason,

 

And the time when you slept in arms of a friend,
Your betrayals started then and continued till the end,

 

All the money I wasted on the gifts I sent,
You stayed with me until I paid your rent,

 

And then you saw another man with money,
And you pursued him, being sweeter then honey,

 

You forgot four years of thick and thin,
You broken the promises for a temporary win,

 

You forgot the times I did save you,
And all your lies that I forgave you,

 

So here is a last goodbye, you’re gone,
It took me a while, but I finally moved on.

A Little Fairytale

A little fairytale begun again,

Music played in air removing pain,

 

Flowing chain of fantasies, are endless now,

Praying for immortality, not caring how,

 

But we’re daring now, to question the norms,

Before the winds turn to storms,

 

Love burns in many forms, but we don’t care,

We are young and careless and life isn’t fair,

 

Destiny isn’t here, break the shackles and fly,

You’re a free spirit, your kindgom  is on sky above so high.

 

Rise Above Hate

Why do we put ourselves up for rejection?
Why can we never see the deception?

Why do we choose to become the fools again?
Why be fooled by lost love, why do we suffer the pain?

What pushes us to change the way it ended?
Why collect the pieces which can’t be mended?

Why do we feel the need to change our past?
Why continue something which won’t last?

Why think of the times long gone?
Why live in agony and moan?

Why question your destiny, your fate?
Just let go, let it go, forget, forgive, rise above hate.

Into The Wild

The world doesnt stop turning here,
Just carry on, overcoming fear,

The whole wide world awaits you,
Your fate, your destiny’s near,

Your curiosities, your experiments,
Your magic, your charm my dear,

Singing songs, melodious tunes,
Enchanting voice, like magical runes,

Lolita like, your unique style,
A ravishing muse, that beautiful smile,

Take the first step, step into the wild,
Your sweet dreams, an innocent child,

Lucky is the one who dates you,
You’re loved my precious, nobody hates you,

Your world is only beginning to turn,
Have a happy journey, a joyous return.

I believed

I believed in a thing called love,
Eternal happiness, blessing from above,

I believed in a thing called loyalty,
Promises kept, unquestionable fidelity,

I believed in making up,
Talking things over, patching up,

I believed in destiny,
Power of love, not money,

I believed in goodness, in empathy,
Caring for fellow human, in sympathy,

I believed in truth of friendships,
Sticking together through all the hardships,