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I see you now

I see now, I see you, I see now,
When you’re gone, I dream now,

When I was happy and the world was bright,
When you were in my arms, hearts delight,

Oh my lord what happened, you left,
My heart was stolen, it was a theft,

Who can save me now, I wonder,
Will I go on and repeat this blunder,

It is hard to smile now, it is so hard,
Give me some stregth, be my guard,

Oh lord of mine, where are you,
I look up in pain, at that sky blue,

When I am sad, alone and I cry,
A part of me just wants to die,

But when I think of you, and the world about,
I forget my meaningless life, and my doubt,

You are great, greatest of all,
You will save me , when I fall,

Oh my lord, oh my lord, oh my lord,
I will spread your word, absent sword,

I sing songs of happiness, songs of joy,
When you wipe my tears, wipe them dry,

I’ve seen you now, I’ve seen, I’ve seen you now,
When you were gone, I still continue to dream now.

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You Belong

When lines between right and wrong are blurred

When lies make up half of your world,

When your word doesn’t mean anything,

When your relationships all become a fling,

When flirting becomes the norm,

When you take advantage of your charm,

When you waste your time,

When you don’t have a dime,

When life becomes a struggle,

When you are just another muggle,

When wizardry leaves you,

When everybody believes you,

When say thing which are seldom true,

When the world spins,

When the poor man wins,

When she cries and doesn’t smile,

When the depth in her eyes is deeper then Nile,

When you held her hand, 

When you had to take off the wedding band,

When the memories flash by,

When your thoughts dry,

When you look back at life,

When you think about your struggle and strife,

When you think about your choices,

When you had let go and listened to the voices,

When you think your adventurous journey,

When you are the end of this tourney,

When you wonder about your legacy in life,

When you picked up that knife,

When you slit your wrists,

When blood gushed through closed fists,

When the soul left you,

When you saw the Truth you always knew,

When you saw the Light,

When you marveled at His sight,

When the long wait begun,

When his light encompassed the sun,

When the soul was returned,

When the fire once again burned,

When the records were handed,

When your wondered where you landed,

When the gates were opened,

When after life began to never end,

When you had all you ever wished,

When you went swimming and fished,

When you picked up this pen and started this song,

When you knew, you are exactly where you belong.

Why?

Why why why why why why?
Why do we choose to do wrong? Why?
Why does wrong feel so right? Why?
What makes wrong, wrong?
Why do we stay where we dont belong? Why?
Why do we sin? Why?
Why do we never win? Why?
Why do we make mistakes? Why?
Why cant we do what it takes? Why?
Where is the limit? Where?
Why cant we end it? Why?
Why do ourselves harm? Why?
Why do we have a deadly charm? Why?
What do we gain? What?
Why suffer in pain? Why?
Why go down a destructive path? Why?
Why enter in lava to take a bath? Why?
Why smoke to get high? Why?
Why when we cant fly? Why?
Why not stop and try? Why?
Why choose to die? Why?
Why not see wrong and right? Why?
Why be darkness when day is bright? Why?
Why linger on earth when there is a sky? Why?
Why stand in silence when life passes by? Why?
Why give in to addictions? Why?
Why keep these self inflictions? Why?
Why get wet under the rain? Why?
Why repeat the same mistakes again? Why?
Why not learn a lesson? Why?
Why not make a confession? Why?
Why refuse the help and deny? Why?
Why think the end is nigh? Why?
Why do we have pleasure in pain? Why?
Why cross limits and not abstrain? Why?
Why have no desire for wealth? Why?
Why make efforts to destroy our health? Why?
Why have a death wish? Why?
Why live in a skirmish? Why?
Why are you alive? Why?
Why should you survive? Why?
When will it end and why? Why?
When will I just shut up and die? Die!

Life

Life is a mystery and I am curious,  an observer.  Looking around,  up and down,  every face tells a different story,  a unique story,  from their perspective. We are all unique,  special in our own way. I think sometimes,  trying to imagine life from others point of view. In this invite sea of multiverses,  it may seem that one being is meaningless, it has no importance. I don’t agree with that approach,  while I do believe in the infinity of multiverses, the ever expanding nature, I believe a conscious being is far more special then the amount of stars in the multiverses. A thinking mind, a creative mind is a gift.
Life is precious,  each and every type of life. From the microscopic to macroscopic level. Often people only feel for what they can see,  what they can observe.  Vegans rant about the slaughter of animals,  but what about plant life? Recent studies show that plants feel pain too. Or what about microscopic bacteria,  are they not life?
Life is strange, how it came to be,  no one is really sure.  Was is created by an omnipotent God? Or it just came into existence on its on. What conditions are necessary to transform a non living thing into living? The mind can’t even comprehend the different trillions of different living species which inhabit this blue planet. Such variety, such variations,  such diversity and yet 95% of all life that ever existed is extinct right now.
Life is a gift, ask the non living, or ones which seize to live. We call them dead. But they aren’t really gone, all the elements in their bodies are still there,  their bodies transform,  yes,  they change, yes,  but is it just a physiobiological change? Or do they lose something else too? Some people call it soul. The essence of being and awareness..
Life is unique, or is it? Is it common in the multiverses? Or are we the only lucky ones? Will someone ever come visit us from  beyond our galaxy? Our universe? I am in the middle for that question. I hope it happens but I highly doubt it. But instead of waiting for extra terrestrial life,  we should focus on making life on earth better, to erase hunger, to provide better life for human beings and animals and birds and fishes and mammals and all other types of life which bless our planet and make it special, the only known planet to have LIFE!