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Born This Way

So you are back at the same stop again,
Thinking about the same questions, still feeling the pain,


The mind singing, the pursuit, the pondering
The struggle, the loss, the wandering,


How to choose a path through so many choices?
How to find destiny through so many voices?


And the questions are never ending,
But I keep going on and pretending,


The fear of loss never leaves me alone,
Unable to let go someone who is gone,


And the empathy is out of control,
To the needy I want to give my all,


I once looked a man in his eyes and cried,
I feel for the living instead of the ones who died,


The suffering in world eats me inside,
Sometimes I want to join the rebels who defied,


The norms, the terrorists, the corrupts, the vip culture,
To slit their throats and open them up like a vulture,


Are these dark thoughts a necessarily evil?
Or find other ways to save the world that are more civil?


Why cant I stop hearing the screams?
Why do I suffer seeing those dreams?


Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggggggggggg stop!
Stop before I drop,


The voices wont go away,
They are for life to stay,


Now open eyes and see the world in grey,
Put on that smile and be gay,


The light will shine on you as bright as day,
Be positive and stay away from fey,


Fidelity is hard, its easy to betray,
But Its your life, you were just born this way.



Why why why why why why?
Why do we choose to do wrong? Why?
Why does wrong feel so right? Why?
What makes wrong, wrong?
Why do we stay where we dont belong? Why?
Why do we sin? Why?
Why do we never win? Why?
Why do we make mistakes? Why?
Why cant we do what it takes? Why?
Where is the limit? Where?
Why cant we end it? Why?
Why do ourselves harm? Why?
Why do we have a deadly charm? Why?
What do we gain? What?
Why suffer in pain? Why?
Why go down a destructive path? Why?
Why enter in lava to take a bath? Why?
Why smoke to get high? Why?
Why when we cant fly? Why?
Why not stop and try? Why?
Why choose to die? Why?
Why not see wrong and right? Why?
Why be darkness when day is bright? Why?
Why linger on earth when there is a sky? Why?
Why stand in silence when life passes by? Why?
Why give in to addictions? Why?
Why keep these self inflictions? Why?
Why get wet under the rain? Why?
Why repeat the same mistakes again? Why?
Why not learn a lesson? Why?
Why not make a confession? Why?
Why refuse the help and deny? Why?
Why think the end is nigh? Why?
Why do we have pleasure in pain? Why?
Why cross limits and not abstrain? Why?
Why have no desire for wealth? Why?
Why make efforts to destroy our health? Why?
Why have a death wish? Why?
Why live in a skirmish? Why?
Why are you alive? Why?
Why should you survive? Why?
When will it end and why? Why?
When will I just shut up and die? Die!