Cursed is the heart, hurt, broken and dark,
burnt, destroyed, played, still carries the spark;
Storms of destruction, change, are weighing again,
the liars, the heart breakers, are playing again;
Its a game of love, you win or you die,
a fool to pursue,a fool to never try;
Trust in this world of deception and illusions,
perfect lives, beautiful wives, mere delusions;
So now wake you up, enlightened, open your eyes,
to broken trust, promises, and not so good byes;
She is gone, left you, but you are still here,
forget her, forgive her, move on I dare.
Once again here, you are sitting alone,
with tears in your eyes, wet, crying,
once again betrayed, she is gone,
didn’t matter if you held or kept trying,
falling in love, your biggest mistake,
believing the liars, their feelings fake,
giving your everything, nothing you take,
when will you learn, learn for heavens sake,
but “the world doesn’t stop turning”,
the fire of love and passion is out,
its flame extinguished, not burning,
I was a fool, I was played no doubt,
So how are you going to trust again,
what will you do to end this pain,
what did you lose, what did you gain,
you are lost, your mind going insane,
how are you going to turn this around,
lost your heart, never to be found,
the depth of ocean, no light, no sound,
a curse follows you, a hells hound.
I am sitting here all alone,
thinking about you and the times gone,
I gave you everything i had,
but you still always made me sad,
there were so many times i wanted to leave,
but your tears always made me feel so bad,
it was my mistake to stay with you,
but i am glad It wasn’t me who betrayed you,
so now i move on and be free,
and leave you behind like a memory..
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Yes you have been left alone,
you are still standing here,
while she is gone,
the future seems to be in mist,
the meaning of life is foggy,
don’t worry, be happy, just resist.
life to love but love is no more,
life goes on, get to the shore,
ocean of love, and the boat she took,
swim or die, no peter pan here, no hook,
heart of ice, heart of fire,
heart will break, till you kill the desire,
fighters will stay, quitters quit,
be man of steel, just survive this hit.
It was a cool winter evening of December, he had finished his dinner and came to his computer..He was very excited and happy about something..He had thought of it during the day and he couldn’t wait to share it, share it with someone he had started to like..He turned on his computer, logged on to Facebook and msn and waited..After some minutes , she came online, she who he secretly fancied but was afraid to express his feelings and conflicted because there was someone else, someone else on his and her side..He loved somebody, loved somebody for two years, at least that’s what he thought..But now what was this new feeling, this new sensation, this new thrill, this new emotion..why he preferred talking to her instead of her..But he didn’t think things through and just followed his feelings..
Z and He had great two years..Seemed fate just wanted them to be together..He knew her for couple of years but then He came to another country and lost contact..One spam email got them talking after a year of silence, they talked, they flirted, they liked, they fell for each other..It was beautiful..He teased her..She teased him..They were happy..She was shy, he was bold..she began to trust him..they talked on phone, she sent him pictures..Her eyes were eyes of a lover, she was beautiful, he was in awe..They video chatted..Her first video chat with any guy..She was nervous, he appreciated it..World was happy, grass was green, birds sang, stars shinned, flowers blossomed, love was divine..But then some bumps came..they argued..she was stubborn and he too..arguments increased..the lovely talks became less, the doubts gathered like clouds, clouding the judgment, clouding the mind, insecurities..questions about future and each other .and they fought..they fought..they fought allot .they fought on chats, they fought on sms’s, they fought on phone..The fights made him want to not talk with her..He distanced his self..She became sad..He didn’t care..She became silent..She cried..He ignored..He didn’t appreciate her care..He started liking someone else..He did her wrong..Her trust broke..She found about the other girl, she cried..she wept..her world shook, her heart broke, her life halted..but he didn’t care..He did her so wrong..Promises he broke..He did her so wrong..Lies he told..He did her so wrong..He left her for this new person..And He did her so wrong..
But he didn’t see the future, he didn’t know how it will come back to him..He was living in the moment..She came online and they started the video chat, it was the 31st of December, New Years Eve, they talked, they had fun, they enjoyed the night together, then he told her he wanted her to join his new group called The KliQ..She was so excited about this, she gladly joined, he showed her the sign..The promised KliQ 4 Life..They talked the next day, and the next day and the day after that..They flirted, they teased they liked each other they fell in love, they left the someone else in their lives , they became one, they celebrated valentines day, her parents disapproved, she wanted to end, he fought for her with her, he won the fight, they kept it secret, they fell more deeper in love, year passed, she went to university, they had better opportunity ty to talk and grow with each other he woke her up everyday, she slept looking at her every night he looked at her as she studied, she talked in his year when he slept..he became jealous of her friends, he felt ignored, she made it up to him..he appreciated..she showed interest in Islam, he taught her..she converted to Islam..life was great..they couldn’t have enough of each other..World was happy, grass was green, birds sang, stars shinned, flowers blossomed, love was divine..But then some bumps came..they argued, he was sometimes unreasonable and she was too careless..bad feeling developed..she told him she lied about converting..he was disappointed..he started talking with Z, regretting his choice..she was disappointed and angry..but they solved..this was their special ability .they got angry but they resolved their problems..he again broke off all communications with Z, he swore fidelity they carried on..years passed, their love grew..but her carelessness didn’t stop..she slept in arms of other guys..he was angry..she apologized..he forgave her..he committed a shameful act he regretted..he hid it from her..they carried on..she got tired of distance, she wanted to meet..she didnt realize how much he wanted to meet..but opportunity just never came..his strong outer layer gave her wrong impression..she complained, he hated the complains, they fought, they argued..but they made up, they carried on..he made her a special video featuring celebrities and friends for her birthday, she was in tears of joy..he sang her songs and she smiled..he didn’t Skype her often because he just couldn’t look at her and not want to tear up the screen and bring her out of it into his arms..she didn’t understand..the fights continued..but they made up..they carried on..he began to change for her..he became easier..she wanted to do au pair to meet him, he was happy, he worked hard and saved up money..they finally met after 4 years..and they were glad, they hugged and kissed and held hands..they put a picture on Facebook and their friends loved it..it was a dream come true, a true love come to fruition..a tale from the book..they told each other all their wait and sacrifices were worth it, worth it for that one moment when her face was in his hands and their eyes were in tears..they gave each other clean slate, a fresh start, a fresh continuation of an old ancient true love..they were glad and merry and gay..and World was happy, grass was green, birds sang, stars shinned, flowers blossomed, love was divine..He came back home but then the road came to a sudden end..no warning , no speed bump..
He was gone and she was alone again, she missed him but he wasn’t there to hug her no more or to kiss..she missed him..she was weak, M came into her life..he was so nice..he made her smile..she started liking him..he was not him, but he was there, there right in front of her..he said she is not her type but he lied..she started really liking him, he took her for a ride on his bike..she loves bike riding..she missed him..but M was there, she was weakest, she slipped, she fell, she let him on, he was far..he had no job..she couldn’t wait no more..she had to think about her future..she had to worry about her life..love just wasn’t enough no more..she began to date him..he sensed something and called her..she cried and promised to never see him again..she lied..he still believed her and forgave her..he read her email..he was shocked to discover the content..he found out..he confronted her..she didn’t deny, she didn’t refuse, she was a different person..he cried..he wept..his world shook, his heart broke, his life halted..but she didn’t care..She did him so wrong..Promises she broke..She did him so wrong..Lies she told..She did him so wrong..She left him for this new person..And She did him so wrong..
His past came back to him, what he did to Z, she did to him..Karma, Justice..
Never promise someone if you do not intend to honor that promise! and Never break a heart!
You gotta move on,
dont be a moron,
you have plenty to live for,
friends and family who you care for,
past is a lesson, present the choice,
future you have to make, just follow the voice,
put all the sorrow and grief aside,
you got nothing to be ashamed of, you got nothing to hide,
you had some great moment,you had a fun ride,
time to move on, time to decide,
people change, people make mistakes,
now close this chapter and move on for heaven sakes,
you have a good life,
one day you will find love, you will have a wife,
for that future you have to survive,
this heartbreak, this betrayel, this lie,
so move on my friend,
this is the beginning, not the end,
everything that comes is god sent,
precious is now the time spent,
you have been shit on,
you have been lied to and quit on,
she doesnt care for you or she would return,
let her go, relax, let her run,
let her fly, let her go by,
wave her good-bye….wave…her…good-bye.