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Breaking Bad

My head is just spinning,
Am I losing or am I winning,
I gave it all I had,

I am so furious and fast,
I don’t want to finish last,
I am breaking bad,

I write what I think,
I live life on the brink,
I am going mad,

All the thoughts in my head,
Celebrating life,  mourning the dead,
Life is happy sometimes,  sometimes it is sad,

Love always brought me pain,
I am drenched wet in the rain,
Loneliness makes me glad,

Alone on my own, a party in my mind,
Flowing towards the future,  not looking behind,
Supporting my family,  helping my dad,

My head continues to  spin,
I have no choice but to win,
I am satisfied with the life I had.

Gone Girl

The long alone nights in bed,
Still her memories in head,

Keeping alive what is long gone,
Wondering if I would ever go on,

The bumpy road ahead is waiting,
Time to act is now so stop debating,

I don’t know where the fate is taking,
Pretend to know destiny,  keep on faking,

Hating to love her,  loving to hate,
Heart is drowning in this limbo state,

It’s messed up ain’t it when curses turn to praise,
Shivering in winter, praying for bright summer days?

Summer days, sun shining, her beautiful smile,
Her brown hair, her green eyes deeper then Nile,

Her fat nose,  her pale skin,
Her deformed teeth, her stupid chin,

It comes fast and faster it goes,
She was just one of many hoes,

Time to forget her for tonight,
Adios to memories and sleep tight.

November Rain

I have never loved anyone as much I have loved you,
My intentions were pious, my feelings were true,   

 

As I think back at all the times, the memories pass before my eyes,
The flings end and are forgotten but the love that was true never dies,   

 

There came many after you but your thought was always in my head,
Still sometimes I think about you when I sleep alone in my bed,   

 

I often wonder if you are also thinking of me and  do you cry,
Do you still hold on my things, would you come back, would you try,   

 

I will forgive you and forget and I will hug you tight and I will kiss you deep,
The sun will shine on us, as ours eyes will meet as we begin to weep,   

 

The fate has played a mortal game with us, the destiny brought pain,
We are wandering on our seprate paths, lost in this november rain.

Enlightened

Cursed is the heart, hurt, broken and dark,

burnt, destroyed, played, still carries the spark;

 

Storms of destruction, change, are weighing again,

the liars, the heart breakers, are playing again;

 

Its a game of love, you win or you die,

a fool to pursue,a fool to never try;

 

Trust in this world of deception and illusions,

perfect lives, beautiful wives, mere delusions;

 

So now wake you up, enlightened, open your eyes,

to broken trust, promises, and not so good byes;

 

She is gone, left you, but you are still here,

forget her, forgive her, move on I dare.

Cursed Heart

Once again here, you are sitting alone,

with tears in your eyes, wet, crying,

once again betrayed, she is gone,

didn’t matter if you held or kept trying,

 

falling in love, your biggest mistake,

believing the liars, their feelings fake,

giving your everything, nothing you take,

when will you learn, learn for heavens sake,

 

but “the world doesn’t stop turning”,

the fire of love and passion is out,

its flame extinguished, not burning,

I was a fool, I was played no doubt,

 

So how are you going to trust again,

what will you do to end this pain,

what did you lose, what did you gain,

you are lost, your mind going insane,

 

how are you going to turn this around,

lost your heart, never to be found,

the depth of ocean, no light, no sound,

a curse follows you, a hells hound.